30-10-2002 - 23:59
i'm watching the movie "great expectations" right now. i have never read the book. perhaps i should. some of the people i have talked to said that it was an o.k. movie, but what i have seen of it so far, i really like it.
if i could be like the main character of the movie, but play music instead of orchestrating art.
i love the atmosphere of the movie. i would love to dress up and run through new york. pretend i have money.
i really like this movie. maybe it's just me, but i can feel the anticipation. the crowding. the need for change. it reminds me of so many things. the music matches it so well.
i'm drinking tea right now. tea and typing. and random as always.
i have work tomorrow. and i have to be there early for a meeting. it seems like i have had a week off when it's only been 2 days.
i love the idea of living in a renovated warehouse/studio kind of place.
i am tired. i am awake. i am alive. i am restless. i am lazy. i know everything, yet nothing at all. i love rambling and making little sense.
i look foreward to tomorrow.
i guess ryan and i are making an appearence at april's halloween party tomorrow, but neither of us are staying long. maybe i'll find some other plans. maybe i'll just lay in bed and listen to music.
happy devil's night to all, and to all a good night.
"well, maybe i'm just too young to keep good love from going wrong. oh...lover, you should've come over. 'cause it's not too late. well i feel too young to hold on and i'm much too old to break free and run. too deaf, dumb, and blind to see the damage i've done. sweet lover, you should've come over. oh, love will i'm waiting for you. lover, you should've come over 'cause it's not too late." -jeff buckley