19-03-2004 - 03:11
so much for me going to bed early tonight...
ended up going out with a bunch of people from work. went to fraziers. not a bad place. i've actually been a fan of it ever since i went there with troy and james.
right now i'm waiting for round two of witch hunter robin since i missed the first showing again...
"you think i'm going crazy?" "no, but i'm certainly thinking it loudly"...got to love futurama...
not much to say tonight. i'm extremely tired, but i don't want to sleep yet. i'll watch witch hunter robin and then study japanese for maybe only 10-15 min tonight...then sleep. mmm....sleep...
i keep having weird dreams. dreams that i'm hanging out with andy. nothing really happens, but they're good dreams. it's just takkun visiting and us watching anime all night and then curling up in my bed and sleeping in all day. how can that be such a great dream? we've done that tons of times before. back even before cartoon network had adult swim. back when they just had the midnight run. i also notice myself waking up and looking over at my phone half wishing that the light will be blinking and that he would have called. i talk to him quite a bit for him living out of state and all, but it just never seems like enough...i think i'm afraid of losing him. not in a dating/romantic way, but i'm just afraid of losing him as a friend. i've just known too many people who seem to have slipped away...
"some things in this world you just can't change...some things you can't see until it gets too late...baby, baby, baby, when all your love is gone, who will save me from all i'm up against out in this world...some things in this world, man, they don't make sense. some things you don't need until they leave you. then they're the things that you miss..." -matchbox 20
