07-04-2004 - 10:22
i went to sleep a little after 5am. now i've been up since a little past 8am. i can't seem to go back to sleep, but i think i'm going to try again in a bit.
rapid hope loss. that just seems like a very good name for a song.
i had an odd dream last night. all in blue-tone. anime style. i don't really remember what it was about, but i remember trees and such. i think that i recall some sort of meijers type store with no ceiling or walls. just sky and trees.
my new orchid is doing well. better than my old ones. the cold weather really caused some problems. i hope it starts getting warmer...no more snow. when frost builds up on the inside of my window, it's not a happy time for orchids.
"you've come to say you want it all, but i can't say i blame you now. sometimes you've got to fall before you're found out. thanks for waiting this long to show yourself, because now that i can see you, i don't think you're worth a second glance. so much for all the promises you've made, it served well and now you're gone and they're wasted on me. so much for your enduring sense of charm, it served well and now you're gone and it's wasted on me. you've come to say you want it all, but i can't say i blame you now, sometimes you've got to fall before you're found out. well thanks, thanks for waiting this long to show yourself...to show yourself. because now that i can see you, i don't think you're worth a second glance. so much for all the promises you've made. it served well and now you're gone and they're wasted on me. so much for your enduring sense of charm, it served well and now you're gone and it's wasted on me. i guess that all you got is all you're gonna get. so much for, so much for...i guess that all you got is all you're gonna get. so much for, so much for...do what you want, if that's what you wish. i can't see...you've got a sense...you'll find a way to make things right. i guess that all you got is all you're gonna get. so much for, so much for...i guess that all you got is all you're gonna get. so much for, so much for..." -dashboard confessional
