29-06-2004 - 02:58
so. takkun is coming to michigan for the 4th of july and such...but i guess that now he may not make it out to this part of the state. something about hanging out at his parents cabin. i give up. it's obvious that nothing will become of this so it's time to move on. i actually have a few guys in mind that i might just have to try dating...
well, christina is still dating her evil boyfriend. i guess he kicked her out of their new (rented) house the other night. then they made up enough where they're still together. they just fight every single day and are miserable. the boy makes her pay for herself even though he's getting free rent from my parents. her friend matt (one of her ex's) takes her out to dinner more than her boyfriend. i see her putting up with a guy who doesn't seem all to interested in her and then i'm reminded that i've been keeping the takkun option open and not going out with any of the guys who have asked me out lately.
i also think that takkun has lost some of his charm. he used to be extremely cute, but not realize it. now he realized it and has changed. maybe that's just part of my excuse.
tonight i cleaned up some of the counter top. i also cleaned the fridge (except for the shelves on the door) and the freezer. i was able to take the nails out of the wall above the closet too. i can't believe that the move in coming up so fast.
i think that i need to file a complaint with the post. the mail person decided to jam my newtype magazine into our mail box...by folding it in half. there's a notice on the magazine that states "please do not bend". up until about a month or two ago, they've always just left it by the door. suddenly they're jamming it into our tiny mail boxes. it says do not fold because there's a dvd in it. a dvd and a poster. they haven't broken the dvd's yet, but i think that that's just luck.
anyways. i bought the entire tenchi series the other day. it was kind of funny. i was looking at a website for anime. and i originally saw samurai deeper kyo. i then called takkun to get his opinion on if i should buy it or not. (we regularly call each other about anime purchases.) turns out that he was on the same site a bit earlier in the day and was looking at the same thing. i almost bought it too. i'm actually planning on buying it at the end of july. i saw the tenchi series and had to buy it. tenchi universe, tenchi in tokyo, and the movies...all packaged together. good stuff.
i really don't want to go to class tomorrow. but i guess it's better than work. most things are better than work lately...i'm not looking forward to switching to 12 hour shifts. it's going to cut into everything. and i'll still likely have to take vacation days for class. all is not well in the land of dps.
today was just a bad day and i'm glad it's over. i think i might actually go to sleep early just to have it over and done with. so, i guess i'm off to eat something and then try sleeping (after brushing my teeth. i am a fan of good dental care.)
"what do you think inside your head, i wanna know. so you think that this could end up breaking you. your life is a timebomb set to explode. you talk out your ass and everyone knows. for once you should listen or care what i think. or i'll be gone before you can blink. everyone's told you over and over again. you're making the biggest mistake of your life. everyone's told you. everyone you left behind. you're making the biggest mistake of your life. everyone knows that you're afraid of missing out. and i know that it's hard for you to swallow down, a world you created set to explode. you lie through your teeth and everyone knows. for once you should take what i'm willing to give, or you'll stay stuck in the web that you're trapped in. everyone's told you over and over again. you're making the biggest mistake of your life. everyone's told you. everyone you left behind. you're making the biggest mistake of your life. it's a chance, a chance. you should take, you take. and i know it's not an easy one to make. you should trust the ones that are closest to you. everyone's told you over and over again. you're making the biggest mistake of your life. everyone's told you. everyone you left behind. you're making the biggest mistake of your life. you've made the biggest mistake of your life." -a new found glory
