11-03-2006 - 10:53
i'm so cold, i don't feel as if i'll ever be warm again...
cable's out. might be out all weekend.
fiero's currently non-functional. changed the battery. had left the light on. still can't get it to run. might just be that dead. poor car.
last night a friend found out that i'm no longer dating the ninja. "wow, you seem really ok with that." "no...not at all really, but ok or not, really doesn't make much of a difference right now, so i might as well go with ok..." "the whole thing's too bad. not you being ok, but the two of you not dating...you guys are...were really cute together."
hmmm...oh. i discovered cheap not bad tasting beer at kroger. from the same brewery in ireland that makes guinness. strange.
can't sleep. still haven't started packing for vegas. still haven't started my final paper and presentation for class. still don't have a suitcase to pack my non-packed items in.
every other person i know of is skipping off to toledo to get married lately. guess you can get the marriage license in under 24 hours. 2 couples in a week, and another couple contemplating it. i'm all for quickie marriages (not that i'm planning one/any), but i'd at least want to go to vegas for one. you know...go for the traditional quickie marriage route.
i currently get 5 channels. two of them are home shopping channels...another is the apartment channel that informs me that they are hiring for maintenance, the time is incorrect, and it lets me know all of the shows i can not watch. i think that putting something on that's good would help me sleep. oh. i also get the inspirational channel. yea for me.
i've been listening to a lot of cake and violent femmes lately. not sure why. maybe 'cause spring's approaching.
i'm also having the friendster problem on myspace. strangers keep messaging me. i really don't want to meet new people who found me online. the one guy i met and dated from that kind of situation completely broke my heart and continues to do so every day.
...there's going to be a full moon and an eclipse this month...on the 14th. most of the planets are visible too right now. i might have to go look for them...mercury, venus, mars, jupiter, and saturn. and you can't see it, but i guess jupiter is getting another giant red spot (storm spot).
guess i should at least attempt sleep...
"if i could see into your heart. then would i know just where to start? because i'm lost and i need to be found. crazy as it sounds. i need you around. if i could stand to be on my own. then i would probably just leave you alone. but i'm gonna feel this way till i'm six feet underground. crazy as it sounds. i need you around. if i could change one thing in this world. i'd change your mind and make you my girl. because i'm lost and i need to be found. crazy as it sounds. i need you around. i'm gonna feel this way till i'm six feet underground. crazy as it sounds. i need you around..." -smoking popes