06-09-2011 - 05:39
things have been very interesting lately...
i have a new favourite speak easy style bar in ferndale. it would be the perfect date bar if i ever really went out on real dates. and no, traveling to other states/countries does not technically count as a date.
i have salsa/tango lessons with james. i love tango. and salsa is fun. it's about time that i'm finally following through with all of it.
yesterday when i was at ikea, i met a guy there and had dinner with him. strange. i blame the red lipstick. always seems to reel the random guys in.
i've also come across more people who thought i dated shin. honestly, when i think about it, if he, beckie, and ryan were combined into one person, they would be the perfect boyfriend. as for the musician whom i shall from now on refer to as empty (his initials sound like that)...he seemed rather surprised that nothing has ever happened between us.
i'm also so worried about shin. not knowing if/when he will be back after he leaves. i'm glad ben will be looking after his apartment and his boss looking after his car. i did have a rather strange experience buying his birthday gift yesterday. how can a home store not understand "cooking torch"?
i also found out that i knew about someone before i ever met them. it's weird. why is it that someone i seem to know fairly well would tell me about all of their other friends, but not a specific one? i also have to admit that i felt a bit hurt that that someone would be friends with that person for around as long as he's been friends with me and i wasn't ever mentioned. but enough about this...
now onto my current confusion. what to do when situations between friends become complicated. i have a few "situations" to sort out right now and i'm not sure what to do. i'm not sure what i want to do. i'm not sure what i'm supposed to do. i know one thing that i want to do. i want to just lie on the floor drinking absinthe and listen to music being played. why can't more people just want to do this as well...
"i can only say these things to you while you're sleeping. i hear the hum from the wires and the sounds of the morning creeping. i lie awake and pretend you can hear me..." -the airborne toxic event